I don’t know whether it’s because I can finally see the end or what it is but I have had a really good week again. The motivation has begun and not only that it has stayed and it’s wonderful. I only have around 60 pages left to make notes on, so I’m going to really push myself this week and try and get to that finish line.
I am so excited to see where this journey is going to take me and although the doubt has been high the last couple of days, I need to make sure that I know exactly what I’m doing and that it can be done. I really struggled with self-belief this week and although I got a lot done I was really worried about the end result and the words that I was actually writing.
It has been hard, but I am willing and with the help of my writer friends, I know that I will have a perfect draft and it will be as good as I can make it and that is all I can ask for really. So all in all, a good week for the writing, not such a good week for my self-belief.